Day-1, rather night-1

When I created this blog, my son was sitting with me and was smiling. He was reading what I am going to write on this blog. he is always sceptical about his father and also thinks that he must be an angryman. He imagines his father as a person who has no emotions and thinks that he does not like him which is wrong because he does not like him then whom does he like? Does he have a choice in life in anything? what was offerred to him in the platter of life he accepted that, the job, the family, the money and everything except of course his son whom he earnestly wished to have so that when he grows old and loses his vision, or ability to walk or even ability to speak, there will be his son.... will he be around or may be in a far far place with his girlfriend and family... but he loves him a lot and lot.. when will he grow up to understand these emotions .. will he ever grow up....to realize that every father sees his son as a hero who is going to take his name far ahead and above in life... at least his father did that for his grand father....